| ESCALATOR ESCAPADES..//!2& |
[26 Oct 2004|03:48am] |
 
( + )</center> I couldn't be more fed up with life and second chances. I tried being social, I tried be vulnerable and likeable and open. I wish there were someone as isolated, as obsessive, as analytical, as neurotic as I am. Someone I could just hide and watch the world and the people with. I really don't think I belong in it. I'm such a troll. Ugh.
Shhh I'm not telling when I leave.
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| LOMOLOMOLOMO |
[20 Oct 2004|11:29am] |
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I had a dream where I had a LOMO and now I want one even more than before.
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[18 Oct 2004|12:25pm] |
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DROVE TO MINNEAPOLIS WITH CHRISTOPHER JAMES TO SEE THE BEST BAND EVER. ADVENTURE PICTURES SOON. ( &&& )
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| SMOOTH OPERATOR. |
[09 Oct 2004|05:56pm] |
 (Psst!) I don't see the appeal in rumors. It is cute however that I am such a hot topic. What's so exciting about me, really? Maybe I should be flattered! The idea is so contradictory. I suppose the though of choosing to be reclusive is intriguing. Or maybe I'm so awful that you can't let a day go by without warning the public of my monstrosity (dun dun DUNNN). Hahaha. It's just so damn amusing because honestly, I'm so harmless. Wow.
Maybe I'm passive but a rebuttal just doesn't intrest me. & Maybe it's lethargy that I've got, but I think it's just maturity. Tsk tsk.
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Lastly, last night was my low point of the past couple months. I'm a wreck. I'm very appreciative of those who made me feel better. Really, you mean a lot to me doll.
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[06 Sep 2004|11:17am] |
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I'm going back to hiding out.
I like it much better when I'm invisible.
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